Semester Break!Loooonnngg sem break

Hi everyone. It’s been a while not updating my blog and here I am will share something for you to read. Interested? Hahaha.I am still new in writing world. But It’s okay. I am still learning and hopefully will improve more in my writing skills. So for my very bad English. Hope for those who read this will correct me and teach on my grammar. By the way, my semester break was not so fun. But I enjoyed it. I just spending my time with my lil niece who always me laugh everyday. She soooooo cute. Perhaps, will share her photo in my blog here. Cz everything in my phone. But yeah.. sometimes I went out for relief my mind. Sometimes I really wanna work at somewhere to earn more money to pay my fees.  But it’s okay. Just chill. Nothing special. I hope new things will happen once dah masuk UNIMAS. I have 2 more semester to go. Pray for me yeah. Hope will grad on time. Okay that is only things I wanna say. Not so special on my long semester break. No picture to upload also. Hehhehe.


Till my next blog guys.


was taken by Ahmad. 🙂


My Journey (Degree Life)

Hi. Welcome back and I’m back to write something before i fall asleep. Salam Ramadhan to all Muslim. Alhamdulilah. Day 6 of Ramadhan. Syukur nikmat. As for today, I wanted to write something which is banyak mengajar erti kehidupan sebenar. When I was finished my studied at Politeknik Kuching, i always set in my mind that i want to further study in UNIMAS. Senang nya masa tu kan. You only can say it out.  And  now I began my storyyyy..

Last 2 years, I was received an offer email. What a surprised!!! I dapat UPU. I dapat masuk UNIMAS. Yeayyyy! I can get my degree. Feeling happy? Of course. Feeling sad? Of course. But for the sake of your education, you have to study. You want to help your parents.You want to buy whatever you want with own money when you get a better job in future. urghh! It’s not that easy for you go through all this.

Me and Ahmad ( special) sama2 masuk universiti. Kami sama2 apply untuk masuk unimas. Pada mulanya memng sukar nak terima hakikat sebb usia kmk bukan begitu muda jika dibandingkan dengan kawan2 yang lain. Truth, we are over the age when we want to further our study. Ahmad is 26 and me 25. You guys think it is still young? jika dibandingkan dengan budak2 yang lain yang baru sahaja meningkat umur 20 tahun? Jauh perbezaannya,bukan? Hahahahaha tapi kami cool sahaja. keranan bagi kami umur bukan penghalang untuk kmk terus untuk meneruskan niat kami untuk menyambung belajar dalam alam degree. Degree life is not easy guyss.. For those you still study right now you will feel me. on the first year it very though for me and him. We don’t have enough moneyto survive. Something we’ve starve before we don’t have money to buy something like other people buy. Bkan x nak minta duit orng tua. Yes I really want too. But then kita fikir lagi. Heyy.. you already 25 but why still meminta dengan family. you don’t have to minta2 dengan parents at this age. but you should give your parents then. urghhh! that’s what people thinking. Im tired! Rasa macam nak berehenti belajar. I give up I can’t perform well in exam cz i felt stress. I totally stress with my own life. What can I do? There’s nothing I can do. I really want to quit from this university life. But then If i quit??? What else can i do for my family then? I have to support myself. push myself. at the end. Yes. Here I’m. to achieve what you want is not that easy. I am a second year student. Will no longer second year and become a third year soon. Wow. I still can’t believe within 1 year i will complete my studies. Alhamdulilah . I still in Unimas. I admit that, I still have a money poblem. But i try to control myself. I know my limits. I know i am not orang senng. I have to buy something which is important . I have to  scarifies all that for the sake of my studies. I believe bila dah kerja ada duit sendiri of course you boleh beli whatever you want. with no limits. In shaa Allah.. I will make my parents pround of me!!! its 1234 guysss… its time for to sleep. I have to wake up For Sahur at 4 am later. Feel free drop your comment down below. Goodnight and sweetdream dearest blogger. Love and hugs. Zie

Happy 25th Birthday,Zie!

18 April 2018

18 April 1993- the day I was born to the new world. Sweet moment to my parents for having a second child. Her named was Nur Razinah bt Jana. In Islam,it means that “Cahaya Kedamaian” or ” Cahaya Kelembutan. Yes. I am damai. Yes. I am lembut as well.

18 April 2018-  Today is my birthday. I am 25th years old. Syukur Alamdulilah. I am still alive with healthy body, still people love me, still can manja2 with my mom even 25th years old. It’s fine. I just want to spend my whole life with my mom. If possible. But I want get married too. *laugh* Well, its live. Your life will change year by year. But you also have to change. Change to the better person. Yes. 25th years old. But what have you done for your parents? when you want to balas jasa? Fyi, I’m a student. I am study at Universiti Malaysia Sarawak , taking bachelor in business administrative (Marketing). Now, I am in 2nd year hopefully will complete my studies within this one year. In shaa Allah. Semoga Allah mengizinkan dan mempermudahkan. Amin. I had promised myself the moment i graduate from UNIMAS, the first thing i will seek and haunt for the job. Of course! but i still thinking that i want to pursue my study. Master in my mind. But no!I know, they need me.

So here, on my birthday. my friends surprised with cakes. Farah gave me a cake. Secret recipe okayyy. My favourite cake. That was my first cake. I celebrated with my team. PERFEP members during weekly meeting. Thankyou Farah.

( It is not real birthday cake that farah gave me) hehehehe 🙂

Again! i got surprised! What? Farah was invited me to teman her. I asked her to ajak Nisa. Then Nisa okay. First we watched movie. After that i thought we went back to Unimas. But, still. farah shopping. and lepak at Baskin Robbin. It took an hour to sat there just to ate ice cream. then Farah said. She wanted to bought a nuts at “cute shop”. okayyy I followed her. Then, I saw Azhan and Mia at Fullhouse. Azhan and Mia supposedly followed us lepak but then i was informed that Azhan will not follow due to the other matters. Okay that’s fine. Hahahaha. But then, they have their own agenda o surprise me. I am totally surprised la. To be honest, it was my first time at Fullhouse. They so nice. siap prepare and deco table. The best part is my cake. OMG! it is Mickey mouse cake baaaaaa! Cute! with turqouise cake and ballons. Best nya! As usual, after dinner we take photos and of course post to Instagram. hehehehe. And last we went back to UNIMAS. It was fun day with them. Same faculty doesn’t matter. but we have a same feeling towards each other. which is….. LOVE ! Thankyou so much !


MasyaAllah. A few days after my birthday. Again guys. I was surprised by my BFF. This is more interesting. Why? Because they were not wished my birthday at all. But they surprised me till I cried!!! Hahahah. Epa and Zil are my best friends when we were Diploma. We are friends since day 1 in Diploma’s life. 5 years friendship and they still with me. Never leave me! jarang contact each other but it doesn’t matter. As long as we love each other. Quality time with them. They are my favourite all times. They made my day. Thy surprised me till i cryyyy!!! We had a amazing day. A few hours is not could be enough. I really missed them. i wish u all are here to hold my hand and say that. Be strong Zie. I can do it! Thanks to my family who involve in this planned, Ahmad Mohammad, Epa,Zil, Deot. Love you all to the max.


I have a friends. I have many types of friends. We couldn’t see whether there are your TRUE FRIENDS. Everyone can called you as a friends. 

okay guys, While listening a song (Jealous by Labrith) i end my story. Goodnight people! Sweeet dream. May Allah bless you all. Asssalamualaikum. Love,Zie